I did do days 12 and 13 separately, but my computer is not working so I couldn't post last night.
DAY 12:
When I read the day 12 info and saw that Denise wanted me to "go slow" and "do nothing" I thought she must be kidding. I have always been a very active person. I'm always moving around, and if I'm not then my mind is still racing.
Everyday I am busy doing one thing and then another. I've often felt overwhelmed, but never thought I could do anything about it. I still don't think I can. I don't really mind it, though. I like being busy.
All day on the 12th the world was giving me time to go slow and do nothing. I was woken up at 4:30 by my cat. I couldn't sleep after that so I began my day at 5:30. I had the extra time to take it easy, I didn't use it. Instead of sitting around I did housework. In school I was given time to get some reading done, which I did. I had no homework to do that night (a miracle) and my computer will not connect to the internet. The world was just telling me to stop. After I wrote that I had a half hour before House started. I listened to the world for once and just did nothing.
DAY 13:
"My life is blessed, and I am so grateful."
This one is actually true. I really am thankful for my life. It has been so wonderful.
I am thankful for-
Being healthy
Having a loving family
Having a few friends who care
Having enough food to eat and a home
Being able to get an education
This morning I tried to tell myself "I love you!" I couldn't do it. Like Denise did, though, I said "I am willing to think about loving you." It's a process. Eventually I hope I will be able to say "Hello gorgeous!" to myself. =)
Hello Gorgeous! It is a process, and you are well on your way! (I can't believe there you got up at 5:30 and did housework! What energy you must have)
ReplyDeleteThe Universe was really trying to get you to take a break, eh? Sometimes the U has quite a sense of humour!
ReplyDeleteooh yes, you did get alot of signs.. sometimes, we just gotta BE xoxo
ReplyDeleteHow awesome that you recognized the signs, sweet Universe was giving you! :)
ReplyDeleteMay the day you say "hello Gorgeous" to yourself be soon, because you are, inside and out! :)
Funny how the universe stepped in and said, "Tori, now I love your energy and spirit but for goodness sakes, take a breather won't you?"
ReplyDeleteLOL!
How did it feel Tori? Was it OK?
I'm thankful you are healthy and have a loving family and some dear friends. I hope you will be able to see the divine feminine beauty in yourself very soon.
I'm grateful that I'm not the only one who has a cat that wakes them at 4:30am. You will one day be able to say "hello gorgeous" to yourself and smile. In the meantime, you're willing to think about it and that's a great start. Thank you for sharing what you are grateful for. Blessings, Nicole x
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