Saturday, May 9, 2009
When I sat down to make this dreamboard I think I must have wasted a dozen pieces of paper trying to find what it was I really need right now. Finally I just calmed myself down and thought for a minute. I realized that what I really need right now is to make myself bloom. In order to do that I need some love, trust, and patience. I feel a weight lifted off my shoulders now that I know what it is I'm needing. I had such a hard time making my dreamboard this month.
I feel like I haven't really lived these past two weeks, like they've just been happening to me. It's a horrible feeling. I've been so disconnected. I said on Monday that I'm sick of it, and I am! This is harder than I thought, though.
On the more mundane side of things, I broke down and began using twitter again. I started using it a few months ago when my teacher showed it to us, but I stopped because I got bored. Now that so many other bloggers are using it I figured I'd give it another go. I added that twitter gadget.